As I’ve mentioned before, I’m a WEE bit busy (read: overwhelmed) right now. As much as I’ve tried juggling everything, I think it is time to reassess and re-prioritize before I return to school. In an ideal world, I would like to continue to do well in school and at work, lift 3x a week, run 3x a week, sleep 7-8 hours/night, and still have time for photography and cooking/finding new recipes. Clearly, this is unrealistic.
Obviously, I will continue to do well at school and work – these are non-negotiable, and will set me up for future happiness. Lifting and running should be happening – for both my mental and physical health, though maybe the intense programs that I’ve been trying to follow are a bit much right now. My schedule makes it tough to get out for a run, especially since I’m not home during daylight hours. Plus, I need some downtime to give my brain a rest! Normally, running or lifting can help with this, but it’s not cutting the mustard right now… 🙂
So, what to do? It’s hard to not feel frustrated and ineffectual when I can’t seem to fit everything into my schedule. I worry that I’m sabotaging something, and don’t want to look back on this time of my life and feel like I’ve wasted opportunities.
Being realistic about my time and capabilities is really hard. But, so is overcommitting and feeling completely overwhelmed. I’m on break this week, and plan to use this time as an opportunity to start to figure this out… (and to recharge!)